I took a long time to get back to writing anything in here. Most of it spent writing in an analog journal of sorts and going through a lot of hard things. My wife and I are divorced now, and I suppose that's for the best. Actually, I don't really suppose its for the best, but that's the way that it is. I'm dealing with it, though not as well as I would like. I've taken to finding ways to keep my mind off things, which don't really seem to be working very well. It works for a little while, but then I get that pang in my stomach and it's back to square one.
So what am I doing now? I'm making dolls for starters. Never thought I would end up doing that, but I am. This all started because I was looking for a stupid replacement for a 3.5" Raven Teen Titans action figure. Thank God that she likes them, and isn't into Bratz. As a matter of fact, I didn't buy her any Bratz because I thought the message that it put out was not one I would want for a little girls and I'm glad she didn't raise hell about it. So when she latched onto the Teen Titans I was ecstatic--because it was something we can get into together and I actually read that comic as a boy so she Marvels at my knowledge of the team and their history. When the toys came out, you could not find the Raven and Starfire action figures because apparently
Bandai didn't think that anyone would want girl action figures. It took me six months to find them the first time when the show was on and they were actually making the toys.
So now that the show is off the air and they aren't making any more of the toys-- you'd think the demand went down.
WRONG! a $6.99 toy now costs $59.75 on Ebay or Amazon.com. $32.00 if you buy a used one. But you go down the girls toy aisle and you can find a gaggle of these mindlessly materialistic dolls. You can get one with a cell phone, even one with a credit card. But you can't find a superhero one, or any kind of adventure doll of any significance. It's killing me!. I am officially expressing my frustration with the toy industry over dumbing down it's toys for girls.
So I started looking for a suitable replacement and we'd always talked about making our own dolls. At first it was just a pipe dream, but I did an internet search looking for some generic action figures. I stumbled upon
Obitsu.
Obitsu is part of a very popular Japanese dollmaking hobby crowd. It's all custom. You start with the body, choose a head and hairstyle--whether or not you want to use eye decals, or cut holes and put in custom acrylic eyes, then the clothing. It's really fascinating. The dolls themselves are pretty inexpensive--$15.00 basically for a body if you find them on ebay. The heads usually come with them, or you can order them separately. I'm doing eye decals for this first batch of dolls. If I get good at this, then I might try the next group with cutting out the eyes. The fun part is the challenge of getting the doll to closely resemble what you're trying to emulate. As of right now, I've sewn the Starfire costume and Raven costume. Raven's costume was actually modified from a bodysuit I bought off ebay. I cut out the legs and made it into a unitard like hers. It wasn't form fitting--so I had to make it that way with a few adjustments. I'll post some pictures later of the results so you can judge for yourselves how it came out.
I spent today mapping out my next Walking excursion. 4.8 Miles--from here to the Schoolboard office and back. It's the only route that I could find that's entirely on the sidewalk. I refuse to get run over trying to walk streets with no sidewalks on them. If I walk to the schoolboard and back, I should be burning off like almost 700 calories. I was walking nightly before I moved out, but then the winter came and I didn't now it seems hard to get up the gumption to get back out there, but I'm determined to do it. It should take 1 hour and 36 minutes, according to google. I'm going to give it a try Saturday evening and see how I fare. If I can do it without killing myself, I've resolved to make it part of my daily routine again. Before winter, I was looking like two pounds a week. I hope to get back to that, and we'll see where I'm at by the end of the summer.